My Youth Romantic Comedy

          I wanted to be like Hikigaya Hachiman. For he is an apathetic, isolated, friendless boy. Hachiman firmly believes that youth is an illusion created by hypocrites, for hypocrites, born from the ashes of past failures. Hachiman is a teenage boy with short black hair and slim "dead fish" eyes.

          According to Hachiman, those who enjoy youth fir any event on their surroundings to their belief system of youth for self-confirmation. He may imply that by following youth, one ignores the consequences of their action. Plus, he may imply that by enjoying youth one loses their moral standing. It follows that according to Hachiman youth is a lie because those who follow it ignore the consequences of their actions. They more readily inflict pain on themselves and others, because those who follow it aren't as bound by morality and delight in failure.
          Hachiman  implies that with social groups there is a choice. One can be either a carnivore or herbivore. Carnivore form social hierarchies and those who aren't on top are burdened with failure until they die. On the other hand, herbivores must abandon their comrades to avoid predators which leads to guilt. In other words, to an average or below person there is no benefit. It follows that Hachiman would choose to be a bear, which is a solitary animal, to avoid social groups. So that Hachiman wouldn't have to experience the emotional disadvantages of his lonesome lifestyle like myself.
          "Relying on some, helping each other out and supporting each other. Most would say that's the right thing to do. However, that's just idealistic. In reality, someone always get the short end of the stick." For me this is true, because when you help someone who is in need you felt pity, but when you helped him and he get his objective he will just throw you away without saying thank you.

          In the end, I wanted to be like Hachiman Hikigaya for he has logical reasons and he is not socially intacted to others. "Reality is cruel, so I'm sure lies are form of kindness. Thus, I say kindness itself is also a lie. I always ended up with these expectations and I always ended up with these misunderstandings and before I knew it, I stopped hoping. A highly trained loner is once bitten, twice shy. As a veteran of this battlefield of life, I've gotten used to losing.